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Just PretendI travelled through the night just to see you again. Don't say no.
Take me in your arms, please. Make me come alive. Watch me smile, yea, just like that.
Take down my walls, cuz beside you I'm fearless. Kiss me tenderly. Shh don't speak, just pretend that I'm her.
Let me run my tongue, across yours. Trace a thousand paths along my body. You're breathing so heavy, please don't hesitate, forget that it's wrong.
Run your fingers along my sweet spot, and invade me now, just one more time. Just Pretend
by ~lost--identity

The TruthIf I had have known that loving you was to be so hard, I would never have tempted myself to begin with. I would never have lusted the sweetness of your kiss, Or yearned for the warmth of your embrace, I would never have let such desire consume me.
A victim of my own immaturity, I lay, alone and broken hearted. Destined, to feel your tender touch never agin.
A sense of sorrow will wash over me in the morning, for tonight is the last time I say goodby to the love
I hold for you. And baby I tell you, this time it's the truth.
&nb The Truth
by ~lost--identity

Let Me Let Go Of YouWhen you said you’d never leave me, I guess you only meant for awhile, Cuz I’m looking ‘round but I can’t see you, I think you’ve left for good this time.
Baby now the choice is up to you, To keep me hangin’ or shoot me through, I’m sick and tired of this bullshit, I’m going crazy, I can’t handle it, I’m giving up on giving in, Cuz when I fall you’re not holding onto me.
So take back every word you ever said to me, And take back every gift you ever gave to me, Cuz every memory of you hurts me, I don’t wanna be thinking of you anymore, Sweetheart Let Me Let Go Of You
by ~lost--identity

It Shocked MeIt shocked me to think, of your face, when he was staring at me. It shocked me to think, of your lips, when he was the one kissing me. It shocked me to think, of your touch, when his was lingering over me. It shocked me to think, of your body, when his was pressed against me. And it shocked me to think, of the way, you stirred this desire in me. It Shocked Me
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Not StrongerNot Stronger 4-5-2007
If what doesn’t kill us makes us stronger I should be tough as nails by now I can’t take this for much longer Want to run but don’t know how
You tell me I’m just being silly That I just exaggerate Where do you get the nerve to tell me ‘Cause you know nothing of my fate
They all say I should be thankful Just for what I’d like to know I try so hard to be hopeful But I’d rather just let go Not Stronger
by *Talica

LiesYour lies were spun so beautifully Never meant a thing to me You broke my heart with georgeous words And now I'm gone, I can't be heard.
A broken heart on broken wings Tries to fly with pretty things But i know deep down what I feel Wounds that cut too deep to heal.
Been cut so deep with scars on scars Heart held behind silver bars New wounds on old and on and on Never simply to be undone.
It's the same as yesterday Sad in its pathetic way So I laugh and fake a smile My heart is breaking all the while. Lies
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Missing YouI really thought I could live a day or two In this lonely life without missing you. But when my heart weeps and cries in loneliness I don’t know what to do; it’s you it misses.
I tried to get on without you in my life; I tried to move on but something is not right. Because a part of me still remains with you Leaving a void in my heart… making me blue.
I feel like I am filled with darkness Floating away between space and time. About to lose myself into madness Thinking if your love will ever be mine.
I miss you so much; I miss you badly; Tied to Missing You
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emotional rant - don't bother reading..

Fri Jun 15, 2007, 9:40 PM

Mood: Miserable
Listening to: the ripper - the used
Eating: a mars bar that's making me feel sick

why can't everything just be.. right? you know, happiness and smiling and laughter and fun? where'd those times go?
i never wanted things to mess up so bad, i just wanted you to mean it when you said you loved me.. i didn't wanna have to fuck you so i would feel wanted by you.. i deserve better than that..
it's funny when you look at the times that we spent talking about getting together and everything, our feelings toward each other and other people etc. it's only funny though because if you give it a few days, less maybe, it all seems to mean nothing, like it never happened. if you don't wanna be with me then say, cuz i'm not waiting forever for something to happen if you're just using me. i'm not going through that again for you.
i guess i wish you'd talk to me more. like, well like real friends do. i wanna be there for you when you need me, and i guess i want you to need me.. cuz i need you. but i hate how you make me feel like i'm always bothering you. like you'd rather be talking with someone else or being with someone else. i'm just never good enough for you, in any way.
ha, i remember you saying to me that you wanted me to help you change - or something along those lines. somehow i don't think that will really happen, cuz i don't exactly know what you want to change, and i can't be the one to do that anyway. and plus i don't want you to change.. i love you for you..
it's so stupid how i wanna be the only one in your life. so stupid cuz i know i'm not. i can't even be your best friend, cuz she's already got that covered..
everythings just so fucking stupid.

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~sjarman Aug 16, 2008, 12:19:15 AM

Hey! I see you're from Tassie too!
Keep up the good work, there are hardly enough poets coming out of Australia, let alone our island state.

Keep writing!

=Darksolitude May 27, 2007, 2:34:12 AM

thanks for the

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*Talica May 7, 2007, 10:22:18 AM

Thanks for the

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~Talica~

"Sleep is like the unicorn - it is rumored to exist, but I doubt I will see any."

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~lost--identity May 8, 2007, 3:35:11 AM

you're most welcome, it was well deserved!!

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why do i say i'm ok when it's obvious i'm not..

~piratingwerewolf May 6, 2007, 9:09:04 PM

Hey, do you know how the heck I can submit a poem? I kept trying, but it won't let me. I used Microsoft Word to save it.

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How do I think outside the box when there's no box to begin with? -Me

Jesus Christ is my one and only Savior! For someone who loved me so much to die for all the wrongs I've done it wouldn't be right to not return the love.

~lost--identity May 6, 2007, 9:16:12 PM

umm.. go to submit deviation and literature, poetry etc etc to the category you want. and then well i just copy and paste the poem into the box thingy thats there. does that make sense? there's like, a button that says 'add text' or something and you click on that then paste the poem in. submit it all and theres your poem.
does that help??

~piratingwerewolf May 7, 2007, 6:16:24 AM

Oh yeah. That helps ALOT! Thanks so much!

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How do I think outside the box when there's no box to begin with? -Me

Jesus Christ is my one and only Savior! For someone who loved me so much to die for all the wrongs I've done it wouldn't be right to not return the love.